So it's been about a half a year since i bloged and i think it's been holding me back from my creative side because i haven't had enough out lets. I'm way overdue for a blog; i feel like a noob.

Man let me tell you JADAKISS is that nigga. If you don't fuck with him you apparently a nigga i can't even relate too. Not on no mean snotty snooty type shit; just keeping it 100.

Random: I'm into niggas that have been through some things that allowed them to live two different life styles and have wide imaginations. I'm for all the action and danger and shit in my life. That gives me an adrenalin-rush; I'm just attracted to bad boys. Is it wrong? Not necessarily but it just may not be right for you! I'm not going to sit up here and say, "Man I want me a square ass always pleasing me type of dude." That would just be lien and I'm just not that type of girl. Nothing is wrong with a Square nigga i even have square friends but as far as relationship wise? Naw it just doesn't work out for me. I attract real Gangsta ass niggas. Not hood rat, ghetto ass, dumb,,dusty nigga’s; but real "G's." Does that mean that the dude with the 2/4 legal jobs, that always come home at the same time, always is nice and smiling and giddy and gullible just becomes the dead last for me? Yeah, and you want to know why? Because I like edgy; I like knowing that we've been through something and our love is strong enough to keep us together. I'm in love with the fact that i'm not looking forward to the same day; the fact that a dude can push me on or off at a mere second. That i allowed my feelings to open up to care that much about someone to the point I let them up-set me. I'm just speaking for my self here and as much as that might not make sense you can twist it up and screw it how ever u want. I'm saying everything is not always supposed to be perfect. The most imperfect dude is the perfect one for me. Do you get me? I know my mind is like crazy you're probably saying, "What planet did this silly bitch arrive off of." That's cool though because I'm not your typical ass women. I don't have the same typical ass beliefs. I don't believe in the best of the best with the white picket fence and all that bullshit. I believe in hard love. I like niggas that love hard. I love soft so i want someone who's the opposite of me to connect. Magnetic Love is the best kind ^_^. This is only part 1 of my Highthology 101.