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imma clutch bitch; fantastic in the bed
to get at this u must be hydraulic wit the head
keep me entertained while you gettin fed
play wit, bite it, smack it; while i concentrate on the head
heroin sex proper now you tappin your vein tryna get a hit

Trix
May 17th 86
oral.influences: y!
theeAMPHETAMINE: aim

I'm a pretty laid back individual.
Who has been through a whole lot.
I don't take life for what it was I take it for what I can be.

i hate every thing he is
every thing that he was
and every thing that he will be
fuck his existence he is now non-existent to me
fuck his life just like fate brought him to me and fucked up mine
and if he died i wouldn’t cry because all he’s good for is lien
he is just like the rest I hate that most of all
every time he breaths I feel like an open wound splashed with alcohol
Made just to be worthless no purpose ass nigga
don’t have kids and pass your genes down that would just be another worthless ass nigga
probably couldn’t even be a father just a sperm donor
I wouldn’t blame the baby mother if she said she aint want it
it was my fault for trusting you my fault for opening up
my fault for saying don’t judge just because the last one fucked up
my fault for believing that all men deserve a chance and
now it will be my fault for forgiving him
for he is just a man

Labels: he is just a man, heroin jadore, i hate him

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They sting my face like acid

The puddle on my pillow is massive

Tissues in the trash are piling up

I got the sniffles my nose is stuffed

Cringing as my heart gets weaker

I just keep getting stabbed deeper

The wind told me a secret

The sun only shines for you on a leap year

I want to give up b/c they fill me with depression

I keep letting them win to their discretion

I try wiping them away

More start falling down my face

Im out of mind out of place

So far behind I always loose the race

Can't life be a little more easy

Can I feel as though im needed

I give so much and ask for nothing is that my reason?

I know im here to serve a purpose

So why do I feel like life's not worth it

The ups & downs are minor

The downs & downs make me tired

The weight is just too heavy

I'm sinking what happened to my levees

That stop me from getting flooded

They are drowning me in public

People are looking at me slipping

I try so hard but I keep drifting

My climate change never varies

This cyclone im in has me worried

Its a cover up that my weather is bubbly

They say smile or harder I'll start stumbling

Im tired of them bullying me around

God take me out of this lake

Place me please on dry ground

I have to hold back these..... Tears

Labels: heroin jadore, poetry, tears

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Do you think a penny is worthless?
I was standing at the vending machine and i had only 3 dollars in cash
and i had 80 cents in silvers and 5 pennies.
My Honey Bun cost 85 cents.
Vending machines apparently no longer takes pennies.
So they are worthless at this point of time to me.
It took all my sense to use one of my dollars when i had perfect change.
Ehh... what ever I'm Home from class ^_^

Labels: damn pennies

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