Thursday, November 26, 2009, 3:06 AM
Happy Thanksgiving 09
Happy Thanksgiving!!!!
Tonight was a pretty cool night. Cotton, Aunt Candy, Uncle Gary, Becky and I went bowling lol on the wii! I never knew it was that bowling, drinking a mikes hard liquor, and spliffen could be so much fun. Beats going to the alley and paying 20 per head then 8 dollars for some shoes and can't even roll a L up in that ma'fucka. I'm tight as a bitch... I lost my keys over there too but I'm so fucked up I'm just like fuck it.
Tomorrow well later on today; I want to say about 10 o'clock we're (my grandmother and I) are headed to VA. We are staying at the Williamsburg resort. I need to remember to pack my ipod, camera, herbs, l's & the wii because i'm going to be bored as a bitch down there with that side of the family. They don't do shit exciting... well besides go to church. Church excites country folk... They get the holy ghost twice as hard then they do in the city.
Anywho... I need to pack my bags in the morning I'm half way done. I could go to sleep later since it's going to take us about 2 1/2 hrs to get there. Then I have to put on the fake front... like I really care to be there. ;] .... So gnite people. I pray everyone has a filling Thanksgiving and remember to Thank God you woke up and he gave you another day to try and do better.
-heroinJADORE
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 6:25 PM
I Fell in Love With a Track Star
i fell in love wit a track starat an early age he promised i'd be taken care of
and i caved in he could foot the dope wit his eyes closed
gave me everything without me askin for it
and as time flew by
the money stacked high
had all the wealth in the world
cuz I was his girl
but where was the time for me
i couldn't keep my track star out of the race
i fell i fell i fell in love wit ah
i fell in love with money getter foot sprinter
i fell i fell i fell in love wit ah
i fell in love with a track star
sneaking out 6 in the morning
don't tell me you got to go jogging
baby todays sunday where you going
i'm not trying to keep you from your business
but god as my witness
racing & running in the street
got me ready to pack up & leave
cuz where is the time for me
if i can't keep my track star out of the streets
it know i've been on your back
all the while you said you were going to quit
when you were satisfied with your lifestyle
but now your just being greedy
i knew what i was getting into
soon as he put on them dope dealer shoes
and i kept it true
accepted all the jewels
glitter came with the territory
but i'm tired of u sprinting cross country
cuz where is the time for me
and now for this baby you helped me conceive
i'm pregnant.
to be continued....
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Sunday, November 22, 2009, 5:36 PM
How Is Your Wife?
sup with you baby
i heard you been calling
but i know you only want to ask one thing
but how is your daughter
how is the dog
oh wait a second baby
i for got to ask
how is your wife
how is your wife x3
don't apologize
i know you didn't mean to call me up
and ask me what was up
just based off the fact
she acting up and you want to get back
or did you for get you lied to me
her whole existence was a surprise to me
so how is your wife
Labels: heroin jadore, how is your wife
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Friday, November 20, 2009, 5:17 PM
In The Mood For Some Company
I'm in the mood for some companyso you already know what's in store
i got a diva personality in the streets
but in the bed room i'll be your whore x2
Hey hey hey
this is girl 26
how you doing baby
do do do
you like when i talk to ya in this tone right here
oooh baby baby
I got every thing you need
and all you got to do is bring your company
So so so
what time are you coming
over to my place
I I I
got on that teddy black lace
i'm gonna do your body
good like vitamin D
but you can call me heroin jadore babe
now come keep me company
bridge:
can i come can i come can i come
come if your ready
i want some i want some i want some
i'm gonna give it to you baby
drop down real slow
wiggle in the middle
make you loose control
and baby i wont stop till you explode
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 4:47 PM
Pink
Pinkreally can't help but lover her
pinks one hell of a lover
can't escape the florescence of your skin
pink lemonade diamonds i'm in
pink bra pink panties pink draped around the thighs
take all of that off it's even pink inside
oh my.... ooooh ooooh oooh
i got a thing for pa pa pa pa pink
and i swear
i'd even eat pink air heads
pinks gonna drive me crazy
pinks one hell of a lady
Pink
pink thinks i'm messin wit purple
getz me high but can't nothin replace you
she seen chillen wit baby blue
pink she aint got nada on you
she said yellow brightens up my day
i keep tellin her no way pink keeps me sedated
only drink nuvo & x rated
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Monday, November 16, 2009, 4:31 PM
I thought
I thought you were sweet
I thought you could be
the one for me
the happily... ever after
full of laughter
empty promises were all i got
from you and yours
and you had thought
i'd stick around
but love can't be found... here
you had it all
answered every beck and call
you had my heart
but then you twisted turned it ripped it apart
so much for that thought
I thought you could be
the knight in my dream
the one who rescues me
now i see that it aint gonna be
I thought you had all the
time in the world for me
didn't know you'd hurt me
what a silly girl of meeeee....
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Saturday, November 14, 2009, 11:14 PM
Love Machine
you want to be my
love, ove, love machine'
well showwww
meeeee
whattt you got
in them red monkeys
I wanna see I wanna see
all the things you said you can do
make me feel incredible
my love ove machine
come try to turn it on
without the manuscript
don't trickle it
but baby you can tickle this
how about kiss
from the lips to the navel
hormonally unstable
and if you need a label
i'll call u my....
love machine
if you can jump the cables
i'll be impressed
make it spark
baby the speakers will do the rest
do you hear the bass
see the look on my face
u got me going crazy
i'll call you more then my baby
i'll call u my..
love machine
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Friday, November 13, 2009, 1:54 PM
Happy 20 Years Stephiez
I wish i was able to spend my sisters birthday with her. I know she doesn't care what she does as long as she has a relaxed time and no one gets on her nerves. Me getting in a car accident sucks ass. Becky said he'll rent a car to go get her ass next month for Aunt Candy & Cottons birthday 2nd weekend in DEC. All she haves to do is say yes! Then we'll re-celebrate her birthday here. I love you sis if you ever read this. I wish you a very special birthday & hopefully we'll see each other soon so we can have fun all over again our own way! You know what that means... PARTY PARTY PARTY LETS ALL GET WASTED!!!! You made my birthday great so I have to return the favor. & When & if you do come through this way I pray you have that fake ID b/c we need to go to some spots!
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 9:39 PM
Brushing My Beautiful Mothers Hair
I had a dream that i was brushing my beautiful mothers hair
I wanted to ask her if she was more pleased or angry with my actions throughout the years
I tried to look into her face but i could only look into the mirror
I seen her in me and everything became more confusing and unclear
On came the forbidden tears
I couldn't tell her happy birthday b/c I wasn't even happy my self
Life would have been so much different if she was here to help
How could she have ever left her only child to face her death
God this is more torture then a test
That I didn't even witness her last word her last breath before you laid her to rest
If I had someone to call on that could answer me with words instead of signs
Do I keep making the wrong decisions, have I wasted too much time?
Am I the blind leading the blind?!?
The tangled line keeps me trying; I pull one string to unbind me
Then it wraps around my body and squeezes tightly
Mommy why wont you talk to me I need to hear your voice
It hurts more now even though i've had a chance to rejoice
Your time with his Grace
I feel like it's testing my faith
More and more every day I don't want to wait to see your face
But since this dream brought you here
And the back of your head I must stare
I'll be happy that it's your birthday
I'll just continue looking in the mirror
And brush my beautiful mothers hair.Labels: brushing my beautiful mothers hair, heroin jadore, poetry
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