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About Me.
Trix
May 17th 86
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I'm a pretty laid back individual.
Who has been through a whole lot.
I don't take life for what it was I take it for what I can be.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 9:39 PM
Brushing My Beautiful Mothers Hair
I had a dream that i was brushing my beautiful mothers hair
I wanted to ask her if she was more pleased or angry with my actions throughout the years
I tried to look into her face but i could only look into the mirror
I seen her in me and everything became more confusing and unclear
On came the forbidden tears
I couldn't tell her happy birthday b/c I wasn't even happy my self
Life would have been so much different if she was here to help
How could she have ever left her only child to face her death
God this is more torture then a test
That I didn't even witness her last word her last breath before you laid her to rest
If I had someone to call on that could answer me with words instead of signs
Do I keep making the wrong decisions, have I wasted too much time?
Am I the blind leading the blind?!?
The tangled line keeps me trying; I pull one string to unbind me
Then it wraps around my body and squeezes tightly
Mommy why wont you talk to me I need to hear your voice
It hurts more now even though i've had a chance to rejoice
Your time with his Grace
I feel like it's testing my faith
More and more every day I don't want to wait to see your face
But since this dream brought you here
And the back of your head I must stare
I'll be happy that it's your birthday
I'll just continue looking in the mirror
And brush my beautiful mothers hair.Labels: brushing my beautiful mothers hair, heroin jadore, poetry
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